'ČUJU SE OTKUCAJI SRCA, ALI ŠANSE SU MALE, SAD MOŽEMO SAMO ČEKATI...' Supruga proslavljenog glumca progovorila o najbolnijem razdoblju u životu

Hilaria (35) i Alec Baldwin (61) u braku su od 2012. godine i imaju četvero djece - kćer Carmen (5) te sinove Rafaela (3), Leonarda Angela Charlesa (2) i Romea Alejandra Davida, koji će u svibnju proslaviti prvi rođendan, a par je nedavno objavio kako čeka i petu bebu.

No instruktorica joge na Instagramu je s brojnim pratiteljima ovih dana podijelila i vrlo tužnu vijest - naime, čini se kako Hilaria ima ozbiljnih problema s trudnoćom.

- Najvjerojatnije doživljavam pobačaj... Ne želim ovo zadržati za sebe, jer mislim da je važno reći istinu i ukloniti stigmu s ove vrlo bolne teme...

Naime, toliko je tajnovitosti povezano s prva tri mjeseca trudnoće. Meni osobno, to razdoblje iznimno je iscrpljujuće. Stalno sam umorna, tijelo mi se mijenja, ali moram se pretvarati da je sve u redu - a zapravo nije. Ne želim se više pretvarati. Nadam se da me razumijete...

Dakle, ovakva je trenutačna situacija: embrij ima otkucaje srca, ali oni su slabi i beba se ne razvija kako bi trebala... I sad možemo samo čekati, a to je teško. Toliko je neizvjesnosti... Šanse da ću uspješno iznijeti ovu trudnoću vrlo su male, ali vjerujem kako ćemo moja obitelj i ja proći kroz ovo, koliko god teško nam bilo...

Moj suprug i djeca beskrajno mi pomažu, zbog njih znam da je život doista lijep, čak i kad dođu ružni trenuci... Sreća i zahvalnost koju osjećam kao mama predivna je, nadmoćna i utješna - napisala je Hilaria, kojoj fanovi neprestano šalju poruke bezuvjetne potpore.

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I want to share with you that I am most likely experiencing a miscarriage. I always promised myself that if I were to get pregnant again, I would share the news with you guys pretty early, even if that means suffering a public loss. I have always been so open with you all about my family, fitness, pregnancies...and I don’t want to keep this from you, just because it isn’t as positive and shiny as the rest. I think it’s important to show the truth...because my job is to help people by being real and open. Furthermore, I have no shame or embarrassment with this experience. I want to be a part of the effort to normalize miscarriage and remove the stigma from it. There is so much secrecy during the first trimester. This works for some, but I personally find it to be exhausting. I’m nauseous, tired, my body is changing. And I have to pretend that everything is just fine—and it truly isn’t. I don’t want to have to pretend anymore. I hope you understand. So, this is what is going on now: the embryo has a heartbeat, but it isn’t strong, and the baby isn’t growing very much. So we wait—and this is hard. So much uncertainty...but the chances are very, very small that this is a viable pregnancy. I have complete confidence that my family and I will get through this, even if the journey is difficult. I am so blessed with my amazing doctor, my dear friends, and my loving family...My husband and my four very healthy babies help me keep it together and have the perspective of how truly beautiful life is, even when it occasionally seems ugly. The luck and gratitude I feel that I am my babies’ mommy, is wonderfully overwhelming and comforting. In your comments, please be kind. I’m feeling a bit fragile and I need support. I’m hoping, that by sharing this, I can contribute to raising awareness about this sensitive topic.

A post shared by Hilaria Thomas Baldwin (@hilariabaldwin) on Apr 4, 2019 at 6:47am PDT

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The only time we could have a little birthday celebration today for daddy’s birthday today was to visit him at work @jimmyfallon ! So we made a party in his dressing room ! Thank you @shumcake for the yummy cake...and for giving us superpowers

A post shared by Hilaria Thomas Baldwin (@hilariabaldwin) on Apr 3, 2019 at 2:01pm PDT