POSLJEDNJA ŽELJA OVE MLADE ŽENE IZMAMIT ĆE VAM SUZE NA LICE Ima još samo nekoliko dana života: 'Nikad više neću pričati s tobom, dirati te, grliti...'

Mlada žena iz australskog Brisbanea dospjela je u medije nakon što je putem svog profila na Instagramu objavila dirljivu poruku u kojoj ističe da ima još samo nekoliko dana života.

25-godišnja Nardya Miller boluje od cistične fibroze, teške genetske bolesti koja napada probavni i dišni sustav zbog čega je većinu života provela po bolnicama. Prije dvije godine podvrgnula se dvostrukoj transplataciji pluća, no njezino je tijelo počelo odbacivati organe.

Trenutno je u bolnici na kisiku, a uz nju je već dugi niz godina njezin zaručnik Liam Fitzgerald. Nardya je na Instagramu napisala:

‘Možda te poznajem cijeli život, možda samo 10 godina, možda te poznajem kratko, ali kroz samo tjedan dana više te nikad neću poznavati, nikad više neću vidjeti tvoje lice, nikad više neću pričati s tobom, dirati te, grliti, nikad više.

Ali uvijek ću te voljeti, kao i prijateljstvo koje smo izgradili i uspomene koje smo stvorili. Svakako osoba koja je došla i otišla iz mog života, bila je tu iz nekog razloga i ja sam najsretnija osoba što sam mogla proživjeti nevjerojatan život.

Zato vam hvala svima koji ste bili dio mog putovanja na ovom ludom svijetu. Bilo da su trenuci s vama bili laki ili teški, učinili ste da postanem žena kakva sam danas.

Maybe I've known you my whole life, maybe I've known you for 10 years, maybe I've known you for only a short while, but in just over a week I will never know you again, I will never see your face again, I will never talk to you, touch you, hold you, ever again. But I will always love you, and the friendships we built, and the memories we made. Every single person who has come and gone from my life has been and gone for a reason and I'm the most blessed person to have lived this incredible life that I have. So thank you to all of you who have been apart of my journey in this crazy world. Whether you made my moments good or bad, you made me into the women I am today. Things do not always turn out how you plan in life, there are some really huge things that I will never have, places I'll never go and things I'll never live to see. But I'll be watching. Always. Smiling. Because I was here. I will never give up. As I never have. Now I'm just simply letting go. Details of my funeral will be posted once everything has been organised. Please don't be sad for me. All I wish is to be remembered as the girl who brightened your day at least once. And please I beg you to live your life to absolute fullest. -N x

A photo posted by Nardya Sinead (@nardyasinead) on Jan 11, 2017 at 4:16am PST

Stvari ne ispadnu uvijek kao što planirate, postoje neke velike stvari koje nikad neću imati i mjesta koja nikad neću vidjeti. Ali promatrat ću vas. Uvijek. I smijati se. Jer sam bila ovdje.

Nikad neću odustati, kao što nikad nisam. Sad jednostavno puštam stvari da idu svojim tokom. Detalji mog sprovoda bit će objavljeni kad se sve organizira.

Christmas Day, another year I'm stuck in a hospital room looking at all four walls and re watching Christmas movies that are on replay every few hours, these are the chronicles of my life. But today is not just Christmas to me, today is the day, 5 years ago, I agreed to be this handsome fellas girl, and 4 years ago I agreed to be his wife one day, I'm still waiting for that day but I know it's all worth the wait. Today I was feeling low, as you would, while everyone is out celebrating Christmas with family and friends, I saw my mother briefly this morning and my father briefly this afternoon but I didn't even get to see my man at all, you see, I can't be near people who are infectious, and it just so happens that my man is sick this Christmas so he's not allowed to come near me, this was by far the hardest year, spending today in hospital could be classed as a usual thing for me, but not having Liam by my side was an entire different thing. Throughout today he reminded me that some people never even know love, but we do, we are lucky. And he's right, at the end of the day it's not what you have or who your with or what day it is, it's the love you know you share, the love that surrounds you and that's the love that keeps you fighting, here on earth, every single day. So thank you my Liam for reminding me that love is all that matters, you will always be the keeper of my heart. Happy 5th Anniversary to you my love, my best friend, you are the mate of my soul Now and Forever

A photo posted by Nardya Sinead (@nardyasinead) on Dec 25, 2016 at 2:26am PST

Molim vas, nemojte biti tužni zbog mene. Sve što želim je da me zapamtite kao osobu koja vam je barem jednom uljepšala dan. I molim vas, živite život punim plućima!’

They ask how you are you, you say your fine, your ok, your a bit sick but you'll get better. They say, "your tough you'll be ok" Behind the scenes, your dying slowly and no one sees, no one knows, you keep it to yourself because very little have proven to show you they truly care when your at your lowest and now you battle on alone in the strength that you've had inside forever. You weigh 34kg and you look like death, you can't eat because your body is shutting down and rejecting everything you invite inside, you are being fed through a NG tube and struggle through the pain of trying to breath day in, day out, your body is a skeleton and you can't hold yourself up for longer than 5 minutes, your bones ache and bruise on everything you touch without force. You don't want to burden people with your problems at any time of year let alone Christmas but some need to know, but how do you tell them? How do you tell your friends and family that this could be your last Christmas, how do you tell them that your thankful for having them in your life, how do you tell them that it's time to face the reality of what your life really is, exactly this, an inevitable heartbreaking end to everything you thought life would be. As you watch your long term hopes and dreams fade away before your eyes, slipping further out of reach you still feel happy, you can't help but feel so incredibly grateful for everything you've accomplished so far, everyone you've met that has made some kind of wonderful impact on you, all your family that have been the backbone of support throughout your entire life and for the person who showed you what true love really looked like and felt like and will always be the keeper of your heart. To your children, or in my case, my fur babies, they are a blessing, a truly amazing small furry gift that bring complete and utter joy to each day on earth and nothing will ever replace or compare to them. Dying isn't pleasant, it's a unknown feeling until your actually feeling it. Until your told those words you never expected to hear unless you've reached the ripe age of 97 years and lived life to the absolute fullest, had children and grandchildren and a husband or

A photo posted by Nardya Sinead (@nardyasinead) on Dec 22, 2016 at 4:26am PST

Nardya je na servisu GoFundMe organizirala prikupljanje financijske pomoći njezinom zaručniku kako bi podmirio dugove nakon njezine smrti, piše Mirror.